Poetry #1: Where'd it go
I am Conflicted
Traveling the Path of the soul so gifted
and I Lifted the veil and noticed that time has shifted
So I wonder
Where did it go...
My youth has changed into experience
but it seems as negativity has taken interference
My Positivity
Where did it go...
The Smile of a Child crowded with the ruggedness of an adult
now is reality at fault
My Childhood
Where did it go...
Now I take the road I never traveled
covered in gravel
going to find
Where it went
and Why did It go in the First place
Did I drive it away
Trying to learn the Hard way
It never Left..It was with me the entire time
So Does that mean I really fine...
Not even I know.........

Poetry#2: One-Sided
Five Years
Five Years
Five Years
That's how long I've Known you
Five Years was all it took
when you left me there like a discarded book
I can't believe I fell for the Trap you placed
Left me bitter and filled with Hate
Now I wonder why did it take so long to know
How you led me on, singing that siren song
and I crashed...
Took my Kindness for granted
The Sea of sadness was where I landed
Five Years
Five Years
Five Years
and do I regret anything
but you don't...just a memory unwanted
and Not even an Apology

Poetry#3: What's Next?
I reach a stage In my Life, Filled with Many Difficult Decisions
Reworking Plans, Giving them Many Revisions
Should I take more time and care and try to avoid distate
or should I rush everything and Move Post-Haste
In this Crazed cycle called life we are usually led around
So do I really think, or Act Profound
I always ask Myself what's next
cause I always know Life is going to throw me some sort of test.
This isn't pass or fail, this is what's ahead of me
I can't fall behind
to chase a dream I'll never see