No one truely knows the extent of my family situation. No one knows why I care so much about my brother, but I push him away. I'm too afraid to say anything about it.

I currently hate one of my best female friends boyfriend, she also happens to be the woman I have feelings for.

One of my best guy friends is gay.

Sometimes I wish I could be a Blaziken IRL; being physically stronger and having the ability to set stuff on fire.

I like to eat whipped cream and maple syrup alone.
I have this strange new found love for walking.
I haven't paid for a game (Not counting Cave Story DSi, something physical) since April.

I talk to myself to the point where it can seem there is someone else in the room.

I was at one time so depressed and sad that I stabbed myself with a plastic knife multiple times for an hour. It hurt.

My best friend used to cut herself.

I'm an extremist with my violin. If I feel I'm not deserving to play it, I physically harm myself I can't. For example, almost a year ago, I had a Juliard audition. When I didn't get in, I broke three of my fingers.

(Dude, that is terrifying)

I stalk the thread.

((That is pretty scary))
(And on the topic of stalking)

If I've ever liked someone, I will stalk them forever unless I stop liking them completely, even as friends. I don't do it on a regular basis, though. But if I've ever loved you, you might wanna watch yourself...

I never actually go to bed with happy thoughts.

It's usually always depressing thoughts.

I like to bite people when my teeth hurt, and I act as someone's personal chew toy.

I talk to myself so much, someone actually recommended I go to a mental hospital (my sister).
I believe that my family doesn't accept me because I'm different from them.
I'm a complete coward.
I want to become good at art and animate smoothly when I'm older, but then I tell myself It'll never happen because I suck at making art. (I can't help discouraging myself either :/)
I don't think anyone trusts me.

I think this thread is kinda sad, and I want to uplift it.

I love the forum.
I love my feet.
I love hating my runny nose!

There is only one member here on VR that I don't like.
I used to be afraid of the dark, but now I prefer it.
I'm a completely different person at home than with my friends. With my family I feel like I'm a caged animal who will get electrocuted if they attempt to touch the bars, but with my friends I'm free. I love school because of that very reason.
I have an eidetic memory.

I like to be alone because I believe nobody understands the way my thoughts work.

I hate being left in solidarity. Being alone is one of my deepest fears.
I have a major social awkwardness problem, where half the time I can't really say the right thing and look people in the eyes.

More to come.

My ultimate goal is to be staff here somehow.

Ii think I have Dyslexia. (Thank god for the spell check, and it is a small case)

I get huge mood swings. It doesn't take much to make me angry and then suddenly I've forgotten all about it.

Also, I have very bad eyesight. Without my glasses on, I can do so much as stretch my arm out and I can't entirely focus on my fingers.
I also have terrible short-term memory.

I don't mind having grown-out hair, but if any of it starts to get in my eyes, I immediately want a haircut. I can't stand having hair in my eyesight.

I enjoy having a beard, but I can never grow one the way I want it to be.

I play the game EverybodyEdits A LOT!

I lie to a loooooooot of my friends to make them feel better.
I can't keep up with LP's for the life of me. I just...can't.
(Random) Bear hugs feel niiiiiice~

I have to do a speech next week and I'm straight up terrified.

I think there is a ghost in my house. It stays in my sisters room.

There this girl that I torture on a daily basis because I hate her. She ruins my life and she's annoying and it would please me for her to get injured a lot and never show up near me again.
And she's one of my coolest and closest friends.

When I was younger, I always read "photo" as "potato."

I Constantly have to feel torn between things it seems. Like when my best friend, female, broke up with the guy, I didn't like, I wasnt entirely just happy about it and felt bad they broke up. Just an example of such.

The more time I spend here, the more I start to give up my actual friends and actual life(On Facebook)

I could balance, it's just that my actual friends are meaner, less cool, and sometimes make my life miserable through actions I can't get in to.

I want to be a sort of renaissance man, I was to sprite, animate, make music, draw, write, and program, all at the same time. And I'm even at an average level of most of those things. But I can only choose 1 to perfect. Well, actually, 1 and writing.

I am pessimistic about the future, always thinking that the "worse case scenarios" will become the reality.

I try to be supportive and positive to a "negative nancy", but they always disregard my attempts, so I am now usually rude to them instead, telling them that whatever they say is right.

I've completely given up on my actual friends. They're rude, they neglect me, and I just have less fun with them, so I'm spending more of my time here than with them.

My last relationship with a girl lasted for 4 days. >_>

I never had one ;D

Right after I drew my really sexy Alphonse Elric picture, as you can partly see in my avatar, I brought it to school, called it/him my husband, and proceeded to make out with it in public.
No matter what, I will always love Alphonse Elric more than anything and anyone~♥

I have a fear of commitment. I always push people away if they get too close.
Also I have a strict set of rituals before I go to bed. It's borderlining OCD.

I don't like bragging a lot, but I'm also not confident in my own abilities, even though I try my best. So I usually look for praise and helpful words to boost my confidence so I can finish a project.

I did my speech today, and it was so bad. There were only 5 people in the room. I feel relieved and accomplished.

I took a picture of a friend quite some months ago, before March was over. I liked them a lot, so when I was browsing through my pictures to find a funny of mine, I saw their picture. And about 5 seconds after I clicked on it, I found myself kissing my monitor. I don't know if I'm desperate or just tired and not thinking.

I have had a secret crush on a certain teen singer for about 2 years and weirdly enough, that teen singer and my boyfriend look alike! They are only 14 days apart!

I confuse people a lot. Even though my standard is maximum clarity.

I am terribly afraid of bees or anything that looks like a bee.

I am deathly afraid of any medical equipment used for surgery.

The thought of it makes me squirm.

I once woke up during surgery. I remember in detail what was happening, but I was not afraid nor did I feel any pain.

I am greedy and ask for too much.

Whenever I see people do amazing things, I get inspired and jealously amazed. I feel like it could be possible for me to do, but I also feel too inadequate to try...

I try to hide any negative or sad feelings I have from others; including my friends. I really don't want to concern or trouble anyone with my emotions.

I stay extremely quiet around people in fear of saying something stupid or in a different language

I have been wanting to be the dean of the Spriting School for a very long time, and now that I got it I feel like it is being a little depriving of people.

I hate waking up later than 10:30 because then I feel like my day is being wasted.

Sometimes I'll hurt myself because there's really nothing better to do or I feel I just deserve it. Quite often, actually.
I think I repel other people because I am just too strange of a person.

I am paranoid and insecure.

I always take more then I can handle.

I have to convince myself I am a good spriter, because I doubt myself because no one has requested anything from me since ASB.

Every time I say I'm going to do something, I always give myself more reasons to not do it, since I'm a bit too shy to live up to any of my own goals...
I think I try too hard to impress people, even though all I want to do is make others laugh and be happy.

I dislike it when people give me one-word answers to certain questions I ask. One example: Me: "How was your day; was it good?" Answer: "Yes." In my head: "Well....why was it good?"

It's not something that bothers me, but I just feel it's slightly annoying.

I take up activities such as drawing, reading, making music, and even talking to myself to make up for the fact that I literally have absolutely no social life.

I have mood swings. They are either mild rage, irritation,or mellow.

If it weren't for my desperation and sheer luck, I wouldn't even be alive today.
I was at the local lake near my grandparents' house in Georgia. My grandfather was sitting on a stump while I went in to the water going after some girls who were also there. I don't even know why I did that, I couldn't swim. So as I walked out more and more, I felt the ground disappear and all that was under me was water. I panicked, so, naturally, I started drowning and flailing my arms in a desperate attempt not to stay underwater too long. When I looked out to the shore as I was drowning, I saw my grandfather sitting there on that stump LAUGHING bent over backwards. A minute or 2 later, he knew I was actually in danger and came out to save me. And he told me this after it was over, minus the 80 year old dialect
"I actually had no idea you were drowning, I thought you were just being silly. If I had waited a couple seconds longer, you probably would've drowned."

I can sometimes get paranoid with my remixes. I judge music based off of how it sounds, which made me aquire an odd taste in music.

I don't really like Led Zeppelin.

I'm nearly seventeen years old and I've never had a real part-time job.

I'm an extremely socially awkward girl. I'm exceedingly paranoid and nervous in large crowd when I don't know everyone in the crowd. I stay generally quiet and laugh when appropriate. However when I around all family or friends, I can talk up a storm.

I'm 21 and I have no salary-based job.

I'm constantly scared by my own shadow, at least once a day. I think it's an assassin out to get me.

I rather enjoy watching the world burn, regardless of whether or not I'm part of it.

I am scared to death of beinf in trouble with the staff here, or people not liking my art.

Because of a slight medical condition I found out about recently, I cannot eat processed cheese for around a year.

Speaking of burning things, one of my major insane goals is to set the entirety of the world's surface area on fire. Clearly that does not include oceans, but burning the land would be fun.

I get very nitpicky about monitors.

I don't coordinate my clothes.

Don't frighten me too much, or there could be an unsafe drop in blood pressure!

I have recurring dreams about me doing battle with the devil, who is sometimes a vampire, a werewolf, and a monkey, as he was last night. I don't know if they classify as nightmares or not, but they're random and creepy.

I just learned I have a brain tumor today, and I'm terrified. Instantly I think "What if," and everything scares me to a point of depression

Big disasters and deaths don't really phase me anymore, for some reason. The recent Aurora, Colorado shootings and the death of one of my great-aunts haven't really depressed me or made me feel sad at all.

After previewing "Call Me Maybe" several times in the iTunes Store, I found myself actually liking it. A lot. Hope I don't incur the wrath of people.

I have been away from VR for 2 days now (more specifically I have been away from my laptop), and I have had short periods in my that period where I actually could get on my phone... And honestly it has been killing me to be away from all the amazingness for that long. I hate how I haven't been able to sprite and work on badges and banners. I hate how it has been so difficult to do the school and RPs. And the VR Network has been really really hard to do right now. And I am dying from the lack of VR.

I have became confronted with my addiction and I am not sure if it is a bad thing or not because when I do have the right ammount of VR in my day I do find time for everything else... But when it is the other way around... I hate it... But I don't think I could give VR up because I have always ALWAYS loved it here (despite the few people that are always mean), and I have recently became more attached because of the chat and my upgrade in popularity (via the school and chatting with curtain people). So I must admit that I am seriously addicted to VR, thanks Cat.

After stealing a few sips from my mom's drinks, I've found myself liking coffee more and more. But I don't want to like it. I'm supposed to hate it. But... it tastes like chocolate milk...

I like to have conversations in my head or out loud. I don't talk to myself, I just pretend that I'm two different people with different personalities arguing or discussing things. There's actually lots of people I've made up in my head who have conversations with eachother.
But I never really do it around people, so I'm not in an asylum yuet.

I can never make up my mind on things because I always look at both sides of a situation (i.e. "If I can do this now, but that would interfere with this") thus causing a loss of time.

I could stretch myself for miles just to help another person, but would feel terrible if someone as much as moved a muscle to help ME.

I try to be friendly with everyone, but when they cross the line, they become my mortal enemy.

I say a lot of words strangely, most of them (if not all of them) being words I read more than I hear being said out loud. Two in particular are "Photographer" and "Photography"; I say them like "Photograph-er", and "Photograph-ee". I also used to say "Cyan" with a hard C.

I also feel like I don't do a very good job at explaining things most of the time, so if that was hard to understand, I apologize.

I usually defend all Pokemon and I can find something good in all of them. Except for Emolga which I hate with a fiery burning passion of a thousand angry suns.

I constantly seek approval for anything I do. I hate it when something I work hard on gets completely ignored, and would do anything to improve it.

I recently had another moment of rage where I simply blew the lid off the can and lashed out. Recently, my mom, sister, and even my dog have been avoiding me for the sole reason of their fear of that incident.

I can never make up my mind to what I should post here. I never want people to look at me like I am an alien.

I'm really paranoid with saves in every Pokémon game, so I end up saving 2-5 times before I quit.

I recently checked back in with the manager to a local grocery store to see the status of my job application and to ask for a possible interview, and he very rudely told me off. I can care less now if I get the job or not, because he's a jerk. In fact, I HOPE I don't get the job, because having to work for him clearly wouldn't be worth the trouble.