i have terrible memory loss and sometimes i forget what im doing sometimes

The only reason I hate school is because my insomniac part of me has been kicking in a lot recently.

I haven't been hugged in a long time. The problem is that I'm not comfortable with it offline. Yeah, I know it's dumb. ;^;

If I stay up all night, then I won't be as tired as if I run a mile.

I'm going to cos play as Jeff on monday, and I am not even ashamed of myself.

Today is the first time in many years that I have cried tears of sadness. I have just returned from the funeral of a very close family friend...

Well, today I did not bring my MP3 player with me to college so I lacked music to play in the car as I drove to and from school. I did, however, bring my DS to play Pokemon Black 2 while I wait for my class as I have a free 2 hours to kill on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. I wanted to play music coming back home since I had the windows down with the nice weather. So what did I do (since I hate radio)? I shamelessly played the Trainer Battle music from my game playing on my DS through my car's speakers for everyone on the road to hear~ It's certainly not something that most people would do. .__.
I'm just that crazy~

I pretty much only listen to FM Synth Music. :X

I love to exploit the stupid people I'm friends with on facebook. For example, almost no one on there knows about System 32. You know where I went with this

I tend to connect people with their avatars, so when they get changed I become very confused for at least a day, if not longer.

I am sometimes the very definition of procrastination. Not only do I usually wait until around 11 PM to do my homework, I sometimes even do it in school on the day it's due. (Usually in the class before the one where the homework is due)

i wake up 3 times everynight from 3 diffrent dreaams

I find it extremely hilarious when people say that I'm nice. Not trying to be that guy who acts like his a specific character constantly, which I don't, but I am far from nice. I'm not mean to most people purposefully, but I'm not nice either.I find it humorous.

I always make stupid mistakes sometimes.

October has been nothing but the month of heart breaking and infinite sadness. It's almost like life itself wants me to suffer, or is testing me and I'm weak so therefore I'm failing. I think I'm ready to just give up on life and happiness forever now.

I've just been extremely bored ever since school started up back in Sept. I joined Theatre Crew to try and uplift spirits, but I just don't find it fun. At all.

People claim I'm an extremely amiable person, but they don't realize I change certain circumstances to fit what I want. Like I'll lie to someone blatanly knowing it could hurt them if it's in my benefit.

I don't like my friend right now

I don't see the point in saying "You're welcome" after someone says thank you. I mean, you've already been thanked, you don't really have to reply. And some people get angry when you don't say it (sign of respect or whatever?), so I try to avoid that.
And speaking of that, I have this constant inner struggle on whether it's you're "You are" welcome or your "belonging to you" welcome.

I can't stand it when someone says "Bless you" after I sneeze. Possibly due to that fact that I know how it came to be a saying.

The phrase "bless you" started being said after people sneezed back in the medieval days. People back then believed that when you sneezed, your body would be vulnerable to demons so someone had to "bless you" to prevent you from being possessed.

I felt in love with a girl last year and we started to date. But, then over time I've started treating her the way no one should treated. I've judged her and thought her ideas were stupid by acting like I don't care and etc. She then started to treat me the same way as I did her but yet I never noticed it and I would constantly get upset with her. Eventually, she told me everything that I did that upsetted her and for two months I've been trying my best to change her mind and showing her I can change. Because of my actions it was too late for that and I should have realized it from the beginning how I acted. Now I just feel depressed and hopeless and nothing I can do will never work.

I use to have a thing for dragons, though I'm not a furry or into bestiality.
One time I tried to make a pizza, and it burst into flames.
I have a large bust size and my pets enjoy using it as pillows.
I have a baaaaaaaaad fear of mirrors. Like, I can't be in a room with a mirror without freaking out.
I say lines from anime and games in real life.
I sleep walk. One time I apparently called the cops during it.
I still love Build-A-Bear Workshop.

I'm a deviant.

While I am grateful for receiving gifts from friends, I have the incredible urge to repay people for things and to gift them back something special, which annoys me because I rarely have the money to do so.

I dislike getting gifts from friends, especially when money is involved, but I can't help but accept the gifts.

I honestly don't get why some people sugarcoat things they say to others. If I think something's crap, sure, I'll be polite, but I won't flat-out lie about what I think.

LOL I'm learning to speak Dovah too. No shame, brudder, no shame.




And one thing I admit... I want Black Ops 2.

The way I act towards my friends almost completely depends on my mood. If I'm happy, I can be conversational, but if I'm annoyed with something, I try to opt out of conversations until I feel better.

I don't know how to tie my shoe, which isn't cool considering I have to walk on hills to get to class.

I am usually hard on myself for the mistakes I make. Because of this, I do have a small fear of becoming more flawed than I already am.

I had a dream about being The Avatar... For the next few days I pranced around the house like an Air Bender.

I used to think that always knowing the time without looking at the clock was a skill you needed as an adult. I assumed it was some cultural thing.

I don't put a lot of effort into things. Just about everything I do, whether it's video games, homework/school work, writing, talking to people, etc., I always tend to not try to do very well. The moment I put a lot of effort into something, I become 10x better at it immediately, but at the cost of being either stressed out or exhausted soon after.

For this reason, I'm a very laid-back person.

Even though I have no one to play against, every day I take out my magnetic pocket chess set and set it up as if I was playing against someone just to play with the pieces.

I talk to myself quite a bit.

I once seriously considered suicide. I have since overcome the major urge, though I still think of it occasionally. I surround myself with death so that I am constantly reminded of the simple fact that I don't want to die. That is the origin of my love of Ghost-types. This also led to an obsession with the horror genre, human psychology, power, a plan to invent a realistic means of gaining immortality, mythology, my religion, hypnosis, darkness, dinosaurs, predators, time, vampires, necromancy, magic, aliens, and death. It made me who I am today.

I have a multifaceted mind. I seem to have at least three people in my head. Each mind is always thinking of something different than what the others are. This often makes it hard to focus. However, I learn things incredibly quickly and easily when at least one mind is set to the task, so true focus is usually not required. I also talk to myself often.

Despite the fact that I remember information very easily, I have a terrible memory, and can often find it difficult to remember the events of the previous few hours. I will still remember any information learned in the same time period.

I do not play any sport. Everyone thinks I'm lazy because of this. However, I quit sports because I felt like I was weighing my teammates down. I believe I was about seven or eight at the time.

I feel emotions deeper than most, but hide it to avoid ridicule. This gives me an almost emotionless appearance. This also means I have very few friends.

I have a short attention span. Also I do homework mainly on the day it's meant to be for.

I seem to have a lot of trouble dealing with people.

A girl i fell in love with broke my heart a lot because a lot of guys broke hers we worked though it and now still together

I have a confession to make...





... I use Java. *Windows XP shutdown jingle*

I've got a confession, and I'm not happy about it.
At all.
I...
I...
I...
I DIDN'T PLAY THE SECOND GEN!
Not due to disinterest, but I could never get my hands on Gold, Silver, or Crystal. I went from Yellow straight to Emerald.

I'm so ashamed.

I'm developing the bad habit of forgetting to turn the headlights off on my car after I'm done using it. One of these days, I just know I'm gonna kill the battery.

I keep bringing drinks into my room, forgetting it's there, and bring more to compensate. I have like 20 cans of unopened cola sitting in my room because of this.

Whether it's consciously or subconsciously, I sometimes try to follow the laws of equivalent exchange.

I can be both pessimistic and optimistic with things, and it doesn't help that I can be a bit bi-polar at times. >_<

I have a bad habit of doing assignments for school the night before they are due. Not with many other things, just school for some reason.

I am doubting my identity right now and I don't know what to do.

I am too happy and optimistic all of the time. Which can be a problem.

I feel like the world's biggest procrastinator. I just put off a book report in English II, now I have about a 71 average in that class. But on the other hand, I excel in regular work at school. I just can't do homework. I won a bunch of candy the other day for winning a writing contest in English II, at least.

I'm also continuously putting off my "Styk" Comic series, which is about a Young boy who is originally sent off on a small task by his dad and goes on a giant adventure. (And yes, it sounds a bit unoriginal)...

I never played Red, Blue, Yellow, Gold, Silver or Crystal, as I was a Very young kid at the time they were released in Europe, and I didn't discover Pokemon until 2005.

I like long walks on the beach, I also enjoy reading as a life time hobby. lolol

I spend most of my time on the internet nowadays hanging around... not the best crowd, and I hate myself for it. And yet I can't bring myself to leave them behind.

When I was much younger, I used to think that December 30th was New Year's Eve and that December 31st was New Year's Day. I also thought for one year that Christmas was on December 30th.

Up until recently, I thought the male main character from RSE had white hair. >_<

I like to stalk this thread, for females it takes me a good amount of time to warm up and open up to a woman, just now started to with someone I've talked to for 4 months if not more.

I am probably one of the most socially awkward people you'll ever meet in life.

I am known to play the air guitar quite a bit when I listen to a good song.

One of the reasons I like using Google is that I type something in slowly and get excited when they guess what I was going to type correctly. Simple things amuse me.

In the past few weeks, after getting over my small period of depression, I've become increasingly more narcissistic each day, but not self confident.

Recently, I found a site that translates a site into gangster language, and I cannot stop laughing from what I get;

I think I suffer from Chronic Depression

I am seriously into a game (sorry, game engine) called StepMania.

Gameplay Video: http://dl.dropbox.com/u/94622807/Vid...0AAA%2045p.mp4

That is me playing.

I still havent bought Black 2/ White 2!

One of my biggest weaknesses is guilt, which is why I hate it when some people put me on a guilt trip.

To build on the subject of guilt, I hardly feel guilty when I know I should. Perhaps it's because when I should feel guilty, the other person who's trying to make me feel guilty is someone I don't particularly care for.

I've been in a lot of trouble lately

As of late, I've been taking naps during the day even if I got enough sleep the night before. My sleep schedule gets really messed up when I'm on break. >_>

I'm having a hard time trying to figure out if I'm turning more into the main character from my story or the character is turning into me. My emotions are rather jumbled as of late and this story might be why.

As of late i've figured out that I have a Very very Negative attitude it affects my communication to others where I become really cold to others or I randomly Lash out at people for no reason

I often tend to get irrationally pissed off when talking with people.

I ate way to much chocolate this Christmas... Oh dear...

It doesn't take much to get me upset, but it takes quite a bit to make me happy again.

There's a certain RP I'm quite fond of. Keep in mind this sort of stuff doesn't usually occur.

Even though I've only played it for a day, I am addicted to Audiosurf.

I looked at the very lines within Cat333Pokémon's name in red bold text, and irrationally got freaked out (no offence or anything, Kitteh, I still wuv u~ *pet pet pet*). I don't even know why or how that happened. OwO

Whenever I drive in my neighborhood and see a feral cat or dog walking around, I slow down to watch it. I probably shouldn't do that if someone is directly behind me.

I Get Movement Sickness very easily...

I hate fish..

While on break, I usually go to sleep at the time I need to wake up for school. (which is at about 6 AM >_<)

I haven't used this forum in over a year, and am not familiar with any Pokémon game after Ruby and Sapphire with the exception of HG/SS

I often tell myself that I'm not gonna waste too much time doing something, and then waste too much time doing it anyway.

I eat food and drink beverages waaay too fast.

I can get grouchy and irritable when I'm really tired.

I didn't actually start learning music theory because I wanted to make music and have it sound beautiful and perfect, oh no. I did it to learn about the musical modes that the seven Magypsies in Mother 3 are named after and what their purpose is in music. (And I've already learned 2!) Can anyone say "obsessed fanboy"?

I doodle a lot during History class since you can literally do nothing and still get a good grade as long as you do well on tests. (My teacher gives us a study guide, so his tests are easy )

Alright, guys, I'm about to drop a bombshell: I'm...actually...back from a rather legnthy recess of Victory Road.

I've read The Silmarillion about twenty times, and I know so many Lord of The Rings favts along with the Marvel Comics I already knew, that if I got fat you could call me Comic Book Guy.

I get really warm when I exercise, so running around in 40 degree weather doesn't bother me. I have a lot more stamina in tennis than I thought too; even when I get tired, I still feel like I can keep going.

I usually say something that I shouldn't and ends up hurting me in the long run.
Oh, also, back from the dead everyone.

As strange as this might sound, I don't fear death and I'd actually like to know what happens to our thoughts after we die.
Yes, they're gone, but what exactly happens to us? Do we see a white light and that's it? After death, are we stuck looking at a white light for the rest of time?